tc

So i thought i was fine and then i thought of today. Its Wednesday and i thought of TC and i thought of him and i went out with other people but i felt out of my depth and ran away the moment i could. What worries me is -- what if the feeling of being overwhelmed returns? And what if i go out with countless others but feel nothing but the lack of love. I worry i tell you. Today i was willing to acknowledge that i miss him a lot but not enough to break my heart again. Not really. Each day i tell myself i will speak to him tomorrow and i know that i shall be ok this way. After all its been two weeks. Put this down to nothing more than wednesday night blues. hickey.